away from home sick for 2 weeks
funny, hardly anyone writes here regularly was ... is twitter blame? I resist again to something new, which seems to me time consuming and pointless. but sooner or later I'll be there ... but but it is not so far. So now I read here something.
since the beginning of the month I'm doing an internship in bingen Viprinet at. since what happens in the company so well my major in my studies, equivalent, offered to the almost. even though I got only gonna be a php programming tasks down to the eye (as a trainee you have to halt the first time ever, to which others have no lust;) so I still get a lot with of what since so abla running. and inaugurated without really to be, I think so really understand much of what is being talked the whole time. because I seem to have learned that also in the practical application in my studies actually things ... Who would have thought.
seemed to get used to me first time that I have to work 8 hours every day. I used to have too long daylight hours of sometimes 8 or more, but there has been studies (fh or in the hanging out) with working at my old job alternated, so I worked in reality only very rarely by 8 hours at a time have.
it long in between some other things to do in Viprinet are (today I had to pick up the desks and then afterwards have also yet been built) are 8 hours actually always ringing over. otherwise hours are 8 actually been long, but I've got about as problems with surprisingly little. ... only when I got home at night and then come to red, which I gratefully received as at first, but then I've always been pretty flat ...
the atmosphere in the company is really cool, the work is also fun and I'm happy there and also grateful that I was there to write my thesis for my studies if necessary, if this should work somehow. pressured to get 1000 times better than any professor on a dry subject's eye.
the people there are all super cool and it makes a lot of fun. I could hardly imagine, that somewhere there is a company, in an even better atmosphere.
as long as I'm in the office and everything is super cool. but as soon as I walk back home - or in the morning when I walk to work - I feel like eating in a different world. they are all tourists here in Bingen. many old people and many families with young children, the clock on time regularly from 8 am start in front of my window rumzulaermen, dogs barking, etc. .. this is really very annoying. I wonder how red (which I, as already mentioned, I live) can withstand. well, it's also right in the downtown. It really is very loud, but I have to live well for now.
but this is not the only comic - the people all seem very closed to be here. or they have just menthalitaet quite another to which I have found no access. ... and even though I live in red, but I feel very lonely here. on the one hand this is probably because my girlfriend is not here. but even if they were here, I would not feel truly at home. somehow I have the feeling that I simply do not fit here in this city. It is really strange. I can not say it was exactly why. the city is very beautiful and very clean - small, cute and manageable. ... probably it is exactly I like this seem's rather large, dirty and confusing. %)
eat is always something going on - and still is bing it in different parts of the city as quiet in here, I have the feeling.
I'm probably just homesick. I did not realize how much I eat at (or the Ruhr area) used to have. maybe that will change even more. ... hopefully this will change otherwise it will be a tough time for me here ...
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